Every
time that I have had to step out of the campus of Madras Christian College, I
always knew that I would come back. And this sense of returning always gave me
hope and strength. But this time, when I step out… when I step out for the last
time, things will be different, I am not sure of a return. As I trace the
footsteps of these familiar paths one last time, all that I know, my world and
my time here will fade away to mere dreams and memories.
A
dream that saw its origin three years ago, when I first stepped into the lush
green campus from the sweltering heat outside. The first thing one would
inevitably notice is that the inside is considerably a lot cooler than the
outside. MCC is by all means a shelter for all who choose to abide in her. The
first walk was lost in awe as I marvelled at the beauty that enfolded my path. The
silence my mother observed during that walk seemed to concur with my thoughts.
And
then as you take the first left that comes your way, you see it. Way ahead,
lost in the shrubs that arch the roads, a structure that marks the destination
of your journey. As you walk the distance and come closer, you see it emerge, from
the foliage and finally; standing tall and humbly in the 365 acres of history,
she is an awesome sight that I can never forget. But please don’t be misled; my
first impression of Selaiyur Hall was nothing more than ‘just another
residential facility’. I’ve been in boarding schools since 8th
standard and this SELAIYUR HALL seemed nothing more.
Over
the span of three years, she wrapped herself around me, as anyone who loves this place
will confess. I lost myself in this place, and in that process I FOUND myself as
well. Food, fun and friendship became a way of life. Strangers became friends,
neighbors became close buddies and life just got a whole new dimension to
explore. From nothing we learned a lot of things, and most of all we learned to
differentiate, to accept what was required and to reject what wasn’t. To find out
our true self through obstacles and to hold on when faced with challenges.
Initiation
and Terminal dinner were taken seriously and held very close to the heart. I
remember sitting in class holding sheets with hall facts written on them and
trying to memorize them as my accountancy professor took his lecture. Those
were the days indeed.
The
first night in Selaiyur hall is a memory etched in rock.
As a senior came to me and asked “do you know the ARC convenor’s number? I
replied in the negative and he gave me a number and asked me to memorize it and
feed it in my phone. And next day morning I get a call from the “ARC Convenor”
asking me to come to room 145. It was then that I realized that it was his own
number that the senior had given me. He had called me to iron his shirt. Whew
that call actually scared the hell out of me.
It
is said that memories make a life-time.They definitely made mine in this place.
I had always questioned the restrictions imposed on the juniors, like wearing
full-sleeve shirt, bathroom slippers. Being sent out for “odd jobs”, sure the
freedom of choice was there, but it was more like take it, or walk out the
door. But I realized that one can never truly value the freedom unless he has a
taste of restriction imposed for some time. And because of that I fully enjoyed
the freedom and the privilege that came with it in my 2nd and 3rd
year; the room on top and being able to walk around in just boxers. Those were
Wonderful memories indeed. Sneaking out at night and paying a visit to the
lake, road marking for cross country races and cycle race. When you ask
yourself where else in the world do you get a 400 acre forest of a campus to
roam about at mid night? Nowhere else I assure you.
This
is a place with 75 years of heritage and traditions, where victories are
celebrated in unison and the efforts undertaken as a hall. Where fruits are
reaped as a team and celebrations conducted without inhibitions. Where every
block, ever stone has a tale to recite. Where the people come in as … well I
wouldn’t know what all they came in as but they definitely leave with the
essence of Selaiyur in them. They leave as gentlemen. This is the place where
people walk with heads held high and proclaim themselves as SELAIYURIANS.
So
dear Selaiyurians, enjoy this gift, don’t question and try to find answers that
will qualify as ‘intellectual’, cause you will never find such an answer.
Instead let the experience and transition speak volumes for themselves. Give it
a chance. I am now at the dying moments of my Selaiyurian life, but like they
say ‘once a Selaiyurian. Always a Selaiyurian’… right? So till we meet again,
best wishes guys. Keep up the name and the traditions. Take care of the hall. ESSE QUAM VIDERI.
Yours truly,
Forever a Selaiyurian
Nidhin George.
This was something I wrote during my final few days in Selaiyur as a student. Although I don't exactly remember why I wrote this, I do know that this was an emotional spilling of my inner thoughts. Perhaps I wrote this as a letter to the future cabinet, or maybe as an article for the magazine. It brought back memories as I read it, almost 3 years later, thought I should publish this.
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